It’s 2.30 am and I am

17 Nov

experiencing that horrible and awful sunken feeling in your stomach…like you actually have a brain in there…

found this on Google. and the description describes me perfectly:

It is an ache, a deep ache from the core of the body. It is a longing for the past, when you had what it was that broke your heart. It is the feeling that it is not worth getting out of bed in the morning for fear of the pain. It is untreatable. It is -in most cases- the loss of any respect for yourself.

What I really feel right now, honestly?

Is that feeling of  wanting something you know  you can’t possibly obtain.

hope for the best and expect the worst

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